Past life regression, Life between lives , Age regression, Regression at time of birth, Inner child healing, In womb regression,Regression for negative emotion, Spirit releasment therapy, Forgiveness seeking and giving session Re-birthing work, Hypnotherapy for Bed wetting, Depression, Panic attack, Anger,Obesity, Phobias ,OCD,.contact dr.vandana raghuvanshi ~09872880634.
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
I had a great a experience in my past life regression sessions. I must say Dr. Vandana Raghuvanshi is a great therapist. If to i am living happily is just because of Dr. V. Raghuvanshi. When first i visited her i was very depressed and colorless person. But after my first session miracles starts happening. i left my lonliness in my past life which was carry forwarded with me. Now my issue i solved. My Second session: My second session was about my relationship and my profession. And now i can feel the positive vibes to be happen soon. Happiness is always a part of my day now. My third session: My third session was on, why do i love snakes? Amazing experience!!! I found i was having a snake as a pet and as my best friend too. That snake means a lot to me, more then my family. After that i have seen was a great experience, i have seen the Jupiter just in front of me in LBL. OMG Jupiter is such a beautiful planet and that was a great fun. i saw my soul mate light which loved me so much in the middle of space and so many fairy's. Now i can say fairies do exist in this beautiful world. The best experienced to be blessed by Jupiter as we all know Jupiter is biggest planet and it is also known as "DEV GURU". So having blessing from a guru is a great achievement. Now i am looking forward for miracles to be happen. thank you god bless.
Sunday, April 28, 2013
An Interesting PLR Session (He Regressed 2 Different Yonis in One Session) A Man 32 years male c/o Acidity, gas , restlessness in body , phobia to live , constant fear for life. On Scanning Brown Cloud inside stomach. It is Poison, send back to light. Regression Session 1st Life: He is a 3 year old Prince sitting on his room with fire in the Palace. He has been alone for 2 hours and then he is rescued by soldiers and saved and taken to the King and Queen. He grew up in Forest, rebuilt his soldiers and conquered his Palace. (Description of Whole Life in Between) In Old Age, sick by body, chest and doesn’t likes being physically ill. Decided to end life. He then drinks a bowl full of poison. The Poison enters in throat up to the stomach with a burning sensation inside. Then he is dead. He is going up into the white light. In between the way the same white light tells him that it was not done. Only few years were left in his life then why did he end his life....In this white light he has been living for 15 years now very much at peace and healed. Many lights rest there. He is then automatically informed to go back. He is coming down. Regression Session 2nd Life: I am seeing so many snakes. Some Big Ones. I am an egg of a snake. Snakes are eating their eggs. Somehow my egg-shell falls off sideways. The shell breaks and I come out. I roam around in forests. As time passes by I grow up to become a big snake with green color. I roam around here and there eating small frogs. Suddenly a vulture comes out of nowhere and picks me up. The Vulture then bites me rigoursly and then eats me up fully. (Subject started moving his body like a snake on the Reclining Chair) I am dead now. It was a short term life. I am going up. This time I am a bit bigger Light. The Lights on the way gives a Loud Round of Appraisal to me for my survival which is as equivalent to a student excelling in an Exam with First Class Marks. I am entering into Big Light now. It is very peaceful, quiet and calm. I don’t want to come back from this tranquil. I am happy and feeling quietness within. Dr. Vandana Singh Raghuvanshi MBBS MS (Surgery), Past Life Regression Therapist Director, ENERGY HEALING GUIDANCE, Chandigarh, India Mobile: 09872880634
Saturday, April 27, 2013
PAST LIFE THERAPIST IN INDIA.....
Friday, April 26, 2013
ANGER, IRRITATION, DEPRESSION, SADNESS, BURDEN ON CHEST, PRESSURE ON MIND, FEELS AS IF EYES ARE FULL OF TEARS.....THEASE ALL CAN BE CARRYOVER EMOTIONAL TURMOIL FROM YOUR PAST LIFE....dr.vandana raghuvanshi, past life regression and hypnotherapist in India
Thursday, April 25, 2013
EMOTIONAL RELEASE THERAPY......dr.vandana raghuvanshi, EFT Trainer in Chandigarh
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
PAST LIFE THERAPY.......YOU TRAVEL TO YOUR PREVIOUS LIVES
Monday, April 22, 2013
dr.vandana raghuvanshi......past life regression therapist in Delhi
| Full Name: Dr.Vandana Raghuvanshi Location: Chandigarh (U.T), India. Education and Professional Background: MBBS, M.S (Surgery) Past Life Regression and Hypnotherapist Reiki Grandmaster Pranic Healer Magnified Healing EFT Trainer Vedic Medical Astrologer (Jyotish Praveena, Visharadh, Post Visharadh, Krishnamurthy Padhti) Writer Healing Modalities: Past Life Regression and Hypnotherapy, Distant Healing by Reiki, Pranic Healing for Endocrine Disorders, EFT/ERT for Stress Management, Magnified Healing for Karmic Factors, Healing and Disconnection of Unauthorized Cords, Recovery of Soul Fragme- -ntation during Past Life Therapy Experiences: Energy Healings -10 Years Past Life Regression and Hypnotherapy -5 Years Type of Cases Handled: PLR cases, age regressions, antenatal regression, LBL (Life Between Lives), SRT (Spirit Releasement Therapy) , healing of inner child, phobia treatment, past life therapy. Any other relevant information: Conducting Past Life Regression on Skype Brief summary of interesting cases healed: Kindly visit www.drvandanaraghuvanshi.com Email: doctorraghuvanshi@gmail.com lightdivine28@yahoo.com Skype Id : light.divine1 Website: www.drvandanaraghuvanshi.com Mobile: 09872880634 |
Thursday, April 18, 2013
HOW CAN MY PAST LIFE REGRESSION WILL HELP IN MY PRESENT LIFE ??? HERE IS THE ANSWER.....dr.vandana raghuvanshi, past life therapist from India
This past life regression and LBL…..session
is shared by subject herself with all of you…
Hi Everyone ,
I am back with yet another beautiful
experience. There were a lot of issues and problem that have been going on in
my life since the age of 5 and life only got more and more tough and complicated as i grew up. By the age of 17
when every person is at its best time and enjoying life, making more friends
, being ambitious my real struggle for
life started. The relationship with my father was no more good as i was a person who would never bend
in front of injustice and wrong doings hence not approving him which resulted
in financial struggle and a lot more.
When i went to Dr.Vandana in Oct 2011, it
was the time that i was on the verge of a breakdown, and all that i knew was i
had done nothing , absolutely nothing to deserve the life i was going through.
My past life regression unfolded many
connections, many questions were answered, many worries ended and yet my never
ending life surprises would take me by another blow. I had to go through a
major change in life leaving behind two of my soul mates i had recognised
during my PLR which has been the most difficult experience of my life but the
change was un avoidable.
I had cried all day, tired, exhausted and
on the verge of giving up, as soon as i saw Dr.Vandana i told her that i wanted to know why did I choose such a
difficult life,( as we know every soul chooses its life pattern and the people
in his life) , so what i wanted to know was why did i choose such a difficult
life.
We started our session on skype…….
We started the session with a new pattern,
i was apprehensive that i was not emotionally stable and also i was physically
exhausted so maybe i would not be able to regress , but it did not take me time
to be in a deep state of trans, I was asked to be in a garden of my choice and
as usual i was in garden in Victoria, i
saw stairs going down , so i was asked to go down the stairs, at the end of the
stairs i was told to look into a corridor
and see how many doors does it have, It was a sky blue colour corridoor with 3 doors, all wooden doors in dark brown
colour and real heavy doors.
Dr.Vandana asked me to open any one door,
and i opened the one right at the end of the corridoor, it took me time to open
the door as it was very heavy and i had to use all my strenght to open the
door.
The room was dark and after some
instructions it became lighter and now i could see the room, it was a room in
grey colour, walls and even the floor was in grey stones, I could see my grand
father on a wheelchair . I was a 1 year old girl with curly golden hair, i was
playing with some dolls, small hand made ones and i saw that my father , a tall
dark man who happens to be my father in present life picked me up and was
playing with me. I knew he was my father but still i felt i am being held by a
stranger, since it was the first time i was seeing my father after i was born.
My mother who was wearing everything in
black came and next i knew was that i was crawling and crying looking for a
safe shelter, it was because my parents were arguing , my mother asked my
father to leave and she did not want to see him ever again, she was upset that
he had disappeared before i was born and never bothered to come & look
after us. And during his absence there were alot of financial problems which
made my mother do two jobs to be able to take care of her father and me. She
also lost her mother to whom she was attached the most.
I grew up, i was a brilliant student and a
favorite of teachers, it was at the age of 19 that i joined the church and i
chose to be a nun. Soon i was recognised as i was a very devoted person and by
the age of 35 I was called Mother Ann.
My mother came to see me twice, but it was
very strange i was a very detached person, despite knowing she was alone and
needed me i felt I belonged to the church, i had to serve Jesus. It was
St.Marry’s church somwhere in
Romania.
The second time she came to see me , she
was crying and begging me to go back and live with her and i felt no emotions,
i was totally detached (now that i am writing this and remembering the scene my
heart is aching ), i felt nothing and i refused to go with her, i wanted to
serve Jesus.
Next important event was when my mother
passed away, i was the one saying the prayers at her grave and it was then that
i was shaken , my belief in me and what i was doing shook, it was difficult to
finish the prayers but i did complete the prayer as everyone there was looking
upto me. I was their mentor , their role model.( I realized serving family and
loved ones was our foremost duty even more important than serving Jesus, i realized
relationships and families were very important in our soul print and maybe this
is the reason why one of my fears in this life is losing my mother when i am
not around or that of her falling sick and i would not be there to take care of
her)
I saw two more scenes, one was that i was
unwell, as if it was the first time i had fallen sick in that life and there
were younger nuns taking care of me and
last scene was of my death, it was about 3 am and i knew the time has come, i
got up from my bed and left my room,
went to the main hall , i bowed and then kneeled down for prayer, i was seeking
forgiveness for my behaviour with my mother and i prayed till last moment, then
i saw my soul leaving my body exiting from my crown.
I was asked what kind of a life it was and
i answered an easy life, it had no purpose, I became a Nun and served the
church because i found my comfort in it , because i never went out of my
comfort zone to find out if i could do anything else, when i compared this life
with my present life i reailzed the
connection to this life is that i chose totally opposite life pattern, i would
always go for challneges and have been looking for my purpose , I chose a very
difficult life pattern that i have had no time to rest and have never been at ease.
I waited there as i knew in a short while
the nuns who come for preparing the hall for morning prayers wld discover my
body. I was about 82 years old at the time of death.
I was burried and my name read Mother Ann (
Anna Krista), i wa sburried in the same church.
Before i moved up i wanted to meet my
mother and seek forgiveness, i went to her but she was too upset with me , she
was not ready to listen, and even after so much of effort it felt as if she said i have forgiven you
but “dont you think its that easy and i can forget it”, she hugged me and gave
me a half smile but i had to move , i could not wait anymore.
I was a bright white light and reached the
white light very fast , i did not want to rest and was ready for my next
assignment, I saw master soul looking at me with a smile , a smile like a
parent when he sees his child impatient for the game.
LBL:
I went to the master soul for blessings, he
gave me blessings, I was asked to see my planning chart and look around if
there is a counsellor table, i saw it ,
i knew that was my present life chart but i was still getting blessings, it was
such a peaceful experience, it felt great , since i have recognized my master
soul, i always greet him in the Indian way by touching his feet and it is an automatic
thing now which has started post a
particular session when the master disclosed his identity. After i was filled
with light, love and peace i moved towards the table, on the otherside too was
a spiritual teacher or a junior master i could feel. ( he was the most learned
of my soulmates, the person who would always look at me with a sarcastic smile
and always gave the impression that my sight would remind him of a nagging
child, it was him who gave me a word in my last LBL session , he whispered healing
).
I sat there and i saw my chart, i saw my
parents on the left corner above the chart, it felt as if their role had come
to an end with this life and they were about to exit my life pattern.
I saw my ex husband and two more men who
have had a very major role in my life , my husband was smiling and the other two people , one was confused as to
why did he have to be even there and the third man who has had a very major
role in my life both good and bad he was looking at me as if he wanted some
answers and he was still hopeful that i may consider his role .
After seeing all these i was looking for my
soulmate and the rest of soulmates but i saw no one and i went back to the
master soul, i kneeled down with my hands folded and i asked him why did i
choose such a difficult life , at this time i burst out into tears and i could
not stop, he replied that you did not choose your chart, you told me what you
wanted and i chose your chart for you. I
looked at him and asked him then why did you make me suffer so much , i was
begging him, he knew i was having no more strenght , and i was giving up, he
said : “ YOU WANTED TO BE WITH YOUR SOULMATE SO YOU HAD TO LEARN UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE, YOU WANTED TO BE ON A HIGHER PLANE AND EVOLVE SO YOU HAD TO CLEAR ALL
YOUR KARMAS, YOU WANTED TO BE ON A SPIRITUAL JOURNEY AND BE A HEALER SO YOU HAD
TO LEARN PATIENCE”, that is why i chose this chart for you.
I stopped crying at this moment and asked
him if my chart could be changed as I could no more go on like this, i told him
i had no energy, i could not bear anymore pain and he told me he won’t change
the chart, he told me you are very close to your life purpose and to have all
that you have asked for so i won’t change your chart, the difficult part is
over and the life you wanted is to begin and i can’t let you go through all
these in another life, you need to complete all your exams and start the life
you have asked for and that is very near, You can not give up.
I started crying again and went back to my
chart and this time i saw 2 of my soulmates, my brother and my soulmate, i
realised my brother was there for my support and the time of being with soulmate
was very close, i saw a date there. Then i was looking for a date for my
healing clinic and other wishes i had and i saw a date for next year for my
healing clinic too.
I went back to the master soul to ask if i
was meant to be healer then why is it that there are still issues and i have to
wait another year , and i saw myself again at the counselor table , i knew it
was because i needed to learn patience,to
be more grateful and also got the impression that i have been having a
tendency to forget my lessons from previous lives so it was to insured that
before i was a healer with such a huge responsibility i had learnt all the
lessons and i would remember them all and actually would be fit to be a good
healer who could carry such a responsibility. I saw the third man on the right
handside of my chart next two the other two and realised his role in my life
was to make me meet my soulmate and his role has now come to an end ,
Dr.Vandana asked me if i need to clear any more issues with him but he had
become too small and i could sense he was of another category and his role had
come to an end, he had shrunk and was becoming smaller and smaller.
I went back to the master sould and told
him i needed strenght and his blessing to be able to come out of all these tests
successfully, he picked me up and took me to his heart and blessed me with
DIVINE LIGHT, DIVINE LOVE, DIVINE WISDOM,DIVINE SUPPORT , DIVINE GUIDANCE AND
DIVINE PROTECTION & then i kneeled down to thank him while he continued to
bless me , at this time i saw another soul mate of mine , a very dear person in
my present life, the master soul blessed her , she was wearing a Golden shawl
around her, the same i have seen of Budha in some pictures, master soul blessed
her and took her under his arms and gave her blessings and gave me the
impression that all that had to happen would happen through her and that i was
in safe hands.
Then the Master Soul blessed both of us and
then it was time to come back.
I have never had such ans elaborated LBL
session, but it felt amazing , the blissful feeling was out of this world and
our imagination, as soon as i came back to my conscious level i could feel the
strength within me, the hope, the purpose.
It was most amazing experience i have ever
had.
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Sunday, April 14, 2013
Saturday, April 13, 2013
PAST LIFE REGRESSION THERAPIST IN INDIA FOR ONLINE PAST LIFE REGRESSION/ PLRT /AGE REGRESSION / SRT/HEALING OF INNER CHILD......
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Dr. Vandana
Raghuvanshi
Director Energy Healing Guidance Surgeon, Past Life Regression & Hypnotherapist, Reiki Grand Master & Pranic Healer. Chandigarh India.
PRACTICE:
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Past life regression & hypnotherapy:
Successfully doing past life regression, children’s past life sessions, past life therapy for phobia, depression, anxiety, panic attacks, sadness unexplained physical health problems, relationship issues, spiritual advancement, guidance from master. LBL (Life between Lives) session, age regression, anti natal (in womb) regression, cleansing of present physical body Aura and Chakra before regression, SRT (Spirit Releasement Therapy. As a spiritual healer she does healing work in Past Life Session for forgiveness and disconnection of disharmony cords.
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Reiki Teaching and Reiki Healing:
Teaching Reiki Level 1,2,3rd degree (Karuna Reiki), Mastership, Grand mastership magnified healing, Dowsing, EFT (Emotional Release Therapy)
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Pranic Healing:
Successfully doing Aura cleansing, chakra balancing, endocrine disorder healing example: PCOD, Infertility, Hypothyroidism, Diabetes, Asthma etc.
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Thursday, April 11, 2013
INNER CHILD WORK....IF BEHAVIOUR PROBLEMS ARE MAKING LIFE DIFFICULT...GET INNER CHILD WORK DONE...REGRESSION THERAPIES AND INNER CHILD HEALING CENTER IN CHANDIGARH, INDIA.
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Wednesday, April 10, 2013
HOW CAN RELEASE YOUR EMOTIONAL HURTS ?????...EITHER BY EFT/ ERT OR BY TAKING PAST LIFE THERAPY SESSION......LEARN EFT IN CHANDIGARH...
ACase 1.
Phobias/ Fears bring
darkness in life.I f it is removed light comes in life.Past life regression
helps to remove phobias.A case of Blood Phobia is releases fully after three
months....
A 14, yrs,class 9th, girl with intense bllod phobia.Cann't see tv,sight of blood even on tv,she use to feel-headach, palpitation,sweating.h/o negative dreams ¬ comfertable with relations.... * Regressed in past life in Turky, a 15 yrs old boy, got crushed below lorry, both legs chopped.Then left by own parents and adopted by other couple...,discribed whole life , till death in old age. After regression...Oh!!! I saw too much blood flowing from my legs. The regreesion was in nov2011. She came to meet in april 2012.. she said...I can see tv and go to movies now. I am not having recurrent headachs. I feels very carefree at home now. Ifeels better with family Want one more regression now. When asked why now??? She said to understand my relationship with my mother, as I know for sure it will helpboth of us a lot.
Case 2.
He regressed three
pastlives in a single past life regression session....After session he said- It
was amazing.....
*A 32 yrs ,man,working in MNC, from Delhi..... 1st life...Prakash (~1960) an army man , only son of small state, in Raj. learned lession..Have courage,stay to your point, do what you really love to do. **2nd life-...Mimi (~1900), a women,? Aregntina (south America),bought up her daughter alone, as her loving husband died ,when daughter was only three.She gave whole life to daughter and not utilized another chance came in life .Lession learned....Courage is must, for the things for which you feel strongly.If you have courage you donot miss another chance. ***3rd life....Borris (~1893 Russia) lived a good life, was sportman, married young, understand soon that they were very differnt, took dicision, seperated with each other with harmony, travelled, wrote, when felt lonely felt like adopting child, adopted child, lived happily with son till end. Lession learned....Satisfactory life. decide in time.listen to heart.And people who love you donot leave them. In present life...Borris life wisdom and lession was needed to be reminded, as mimi,s life and prakash,s life ..forget that he already learned this lession...It was an amazing session. |
PAST LIFE REGRESSION CAN HELP IN RELEASEING YOUR EMOTIONAL TURBULENCE FROM YOUR LIFE....PAST LIFE THERAPIST INTERNATIONLY WORLDWIDE, HELPING A LOT MANY TO LIVE LIVE COMFERTABLY AFTER PLRT........HERE YOU CAN GET YOUR PLR SESSION ...09872880634
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| Areas of Problems when Past Life Regression can be especially useful • When an emotional reaction is totally out of proportion to the event that caused it • Negative feelings toward certain ethnic groups • Chronic physical symptoms, such as allergies, persistent headaches, that have not been helped by traditional medicine • Psychosomatic reactions • To release carry-over memories of past life traumatic experiences influencing the present life • Phobias, and addiction • To understand purpose of present life • Obsessions, compulsive habits • Sexual problems • Low self-esteem and feelings of unworthiness, intense guild • low energy, creative blocks, recurrent nightmares • For spiritual advancement • If you have a question…..why me? Why this happened to me? Why he/she is doing this to me? Why am I suffering like this? Why everyone takes advantage of me? Why I lost my love even when I was so sincere to him/her? Why I feel always lonely? Why is there a deep sadness inside me? Who is my soulmate? what is my soul journey ? what lessons i learned in my previous lives ? how can i understand myself much better ? |
Monday, April 8, 2013
EMOTIONAL FREEDOM TECHNIQUE AND EMOTIONAL RELEASE THERAPY TRAINER IN CHANDIGARH, INDIA....
I, Dr.Vandana Raghuvanshi, residing in Chandigarh (U.T), India, MBBS, M.S (Surgery) conducting Past Life Regression &Hypnotherapist, Reiki Grandmaster, Pranic Healer, dealing in Magnified Healing, an EFT Trainer, a Vedic Medical Astrologer (Jyotish Praveena, Visharadh, Post Visharadh, Krishnamurthy Padhti) and also a Writer.
I am healing people through the following: Past Life Regression and Hypnotherapy, Distant Healing by Reiki, Pranic Healing for Endocrine Disorders, EFT/ERT for Stress Management, Magnified Healing for Karmic Factors, Healing and Disconnection of Unauthorized Cords, Recovery of Soul Fragmentation during Past Life Therapy. Experienced in Energy Healings & teachings since 10 Years and Past Life Regression and Hypnotherapy since 5 Years
.In past life regression....... past life therapy cases, age regressions, antenatal regression, LBL (Life between Lives), SRT (Spirit Releasement Therapy) are the types of cases being handled on a regular basis. I have been conducting Past Life Regression on Skype. I can be contacted on the following email id: doctorraghuvanshi@gmail.com andlightdivine28@yahoo.com . My Skype Id: light.divine1.
For more information log on to:www.drvandanaraghuvanshi.com |
Sunday, April 7, 2013
PAST LIFE REGRESSION IN AMRITSAR.....09872880634
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Benefits that can be attained through
Hypnosis and Past Life Regression.
Ø Increased
relaxation and the elimination of tension
Ø Increased
and focused concentration
Ø Improved
memory (Hypermnesia)
Ø Improved
reflexes
Ø Increased
self-confidence
Ø Pain
Control
Ø Improved
Sex Life
Ø Increased
organization and efficiency
Ø Increased
motivation
Ø Improved
interpersonal relationships
Ø Slowing
down the aging process
Ø Facilitating
s better career path
Ø Elimination
of anxiety and depression
Ø Overcoming
bereavement
Ø Elimination
of headaches, including migraine headaches
Ø Elimination
of allergies and skin disorders
Ø Strengthening
one’s immune system to resist any disease
Ø Elimination
of habits, phobias, and other negative tendencies (self-defeating sequences)
Ø Improving
decisiveness
Ø Improving
the quality of people and circumstances in general, that you attract into your
life
Ø Increasing
your ability to earn and hold onto money
Ø Overcoming
obsessive-compulsive behavior
Ø Eliminating
Insomnia
Ø Improving
the overall quality of your life
Ø Improved
psychic awareness
Ø Establishing
and maintaining harmony of body, mind and spirit
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EVEN IF YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO COME TO CHANDIGARH, YOU CAN GET YOUR PAST LIFE REGRESSION SESSION DONE ON SKYPE...BY A RENOWNED PAST LIFE THERAPY INDIA......dr.vandana raghuvanshi..DIAL..09872880634
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Hi Everyone !
I recently had a regression which happens to be my 19th
regression and I thought of sharing it with you all. Past life therapy has
changed my life and made me a different person , it has been an amazing journey
and I feel so much more calmer and at peace today , It is not that all problems
in life get resolved at a click but I as a person have changed and become more
compassionate , less judgemental , I no more play the victim , I don’t hold
others responsible for my issues instead I look for solutions and answers
within me .
Since I have done many regressions , I was quite familiar
with the process and it did not take me much time to reach the hypnotic state
however this time my conscious mind was very active and selective.
I saw myself in a white dress, a woman in her thirties,
dressed in a white pleated skirt which was part of a dress with a golden colour
thin belt and same colour shoes, I knew I was a woman of status , I knew I was
single but I knew I was not wealthy or rich if I use the right word, it felt I
had nothing despite having everything.
Next I saw that I was with a man , a tall man in a very
expensive 3 piece grey suit, he was smoking a pipe, we were sitting on a bench
, he was sitting and I was lying down with my head in his lap looking at him
and listening to him hoping what I was being promised was true whereas deep
inside I knew this too was shallow and empty.
The next scene I saw was I was performing on the stage , I
was rehearsing a song and later the same evening that hall was full of people
and I was performing a musical dance where I was both singing and dancing and
there were other girls who were dancing with me.
I saw that same man again at the back stage. Nothing special
and relevant happened. Next scene was when I was performing a scene and I got
hurt and got injured , at this time I could feel the physical pain in my body, I
had fractured a body part and Dr.Vanadana had to heal the physical pain in
order to help me progress further. The next scene was that I saw myself drinking
and smoking excessively , I was lonely and sad , I was angry too ...after my
injury they had cancelled my contract a new girl had taken my place and when I
returned to work after my treatment they refused me the work. I was furious and
angry , I was sad too as it meant my short term fame would soon come to an
end. Next scene I saw was I was meeting
the other performer who had replaced me , I was bad with her , I was hurt and
were holding her responsible for my misery . I remember giving her a drink
which had a substance which made her very sick.
Suddenly I was seeing life from above , I had died , I was
asked to look from above and go to my time of death , I had died of excess
alcohol and smoking ...At the time of death they were two domestic helps who
discovered my body , they were not shocked , they were expecting this to happen
, maybe even they felt relieved as I was always drunk and was not very nice to
them either. I was asked to see if I ever married or had any man in life , I
did not quite say it but I knew I had many short term relationships. But never
expected anything out of those relationships as I knew that they were too
shallow, it was a co existence .
In one scene I saw myself reaching an event , I was again
wearing a long white gown and was carrying a fur coat with a lot of expensive jewellery
. There was press and I could see camera flashes, I was very comfortable with
attention.
I was asked to see my childhood and my home , it was very
strange I could not relate to my childhood and the answer I gave was I did not
have a childhood or a home but I knew I was not raised in an orphanage either.
It felt as if I was never treated like a child.
I saw that there were just 2-3 people at my funeral and I had
died a very lonely death and a very sad one. I moved above , it was not easy
for me to move up this time , I had a heavy baggage and I was tired , as soon
as I reached the white light I said I have to rest for 15 years.
I saw my soul mate , the senior from my soul mate group and
he told me that I need to concentrate on myself , I asked him what did that
mean and he said follow your passion , I got an impression he wanted me to
concentrate on the creative me . I saw my soul mate too and before I would ask
a question about him the senior counsellor told me don’t worry he would be there to support you
, you just concentrate on yourself.
I could sense the presence of the master soul and I went to
him , I got his blessings for a very very long time , to my full satisfaction
and I looked above , he understood my question , I wanted to ask him why did I
again had to die such a sad and lonely death , but he already knew my question
, at this point I could not stop crying , it took me a lot of time to release
the sadness I was carrying from that life. He blessed me and lovingly wanted me
to be patient . I went back to the white light to rest.
When I looked at my life from above I feel it was a life
wasted , I was very famous and had lots of money but I was not happy ...I was
still lonely !
If I run my current life parallel to that life there is a
lot of things I can now understand where it comes from ... I was a model for
many years , I would do very selective assignment , I would participate in
small pageants and have always won the crown but never got excited with too
much attention and never wanted to be in the lime light , I don’t remember ever
taking anyone’s compliment seriously ,people have told me I resemble many
different personalities from Indian cinema and Hollywood , even princess Diana
...But all these never made me happy , attention never brought ego in me
neither I really cared , I also inherit a sense of style and have a uniqueness
about how I would like to appear and have been complimented for that , I can be
a heart of a gathering or feel extremely aloof even amongst most close ones. I
turned down movie offers, I would get selected after auditions and I would
start praying God please do something that I can get out of these, almost every
person I have met has told me I should take modelling and acting seriously and
the immediate thought that would cross my mind used to be “ They can’t even
imagine what a sad and lonely life that would be “ and after seeing this life I
understand where did that statement come from.
Since the actress I saw myself as is one of the biggest Hollywood
actresses I am not mentioning the name but I went back on Google and searched
her , she did have a left body part injury , her claim of fame was huge but
very short lived, cause of her death was never known but it was in her
apartment and one of the reasons was said to be overdose of drug and alcohol ,
more is to come , I have been born exactly 15 years after her death ...I also
saw 2 pictures of hers in exact same dresses and attire including detail of jewellery
I saw myself wearing in regression , another strange point is I have never
watched a single movie of her . When I would hear her name I would think and
wonder why there is so much hype about her. When I asked how the childhood I
answered there was was no childhood and no home and when I checked on Google
till the age of 14 she had changed 15-16 places and was staying with different
relatives or in a foster home but never in an orphanage.
This seems to be my most recent life and has left me with a
strange feeling , I feel this would be a regression which would keep unfolding
new meanings for me every time I would read my experience. In that life I was
unhappy because I was looking for my happiness in people’s recognition , I
never bothered to sit back and think how I did for myself , I was a performer
and it was other’s applause that would measure my success , my satisfaction and
my achievements , I never bothered to sit back and see what did my lonely heart
want , I only wanted to remain on top and anything less than that resulted in myself
abuse. I believe I have carried that with me , even in this life till a while
ago I would only measure my success by watching myself please others, even if I
had to act I would do it to make sure everyone is happy and satisfied , I have
been an actor so that I keep everyone pleased and happy and never bothered about
what I wanted . My lesson from this life is “ Happiness comes from within , if
you search happiness in your surroundings you end up being alone and wasted.”
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